Out of Sight

When you think you’ve fallen too hard for someone, you do anything for him/her to like you. 

You do things that you think may catch his/her attention. 

You tend to share everything into bits, every moment and every piece of you are being given to him/her. 

You try to understand those times that are not given to you.

You put reasons to everything that does not compensate your efforts.

You make that person like you.

It seems challenging but challenges are not always fun especially when your goal is out of sight, not even as near as the horizon.

It seems like you are walking on the sand, the more you struggle, the deeper you get, that more difficult for you to move on.

It’s like climbing on a tree and falls too hard but no one is even there to catch you.

In the end, who enjoys pursuing someone who does not seem to give you a damn?

Who likes to be hurt at all times?

Who prefers doing all those things to get someone who does not even near enough for you to touch?

You could choose to continue but do you think you should?

This is a point where what so-called “selflessness” ends. love for yourself enters the scene. you dont deserve such ignorance, who does? You deserve someone better. Cliche as it may seems but true enough.

Yes, maybe he/she likes you, but not enough. s/he appreciates how wonderful and nice you are, but not enough. s/he cares but not enough. not enough to satisfy you; to make you feel loved.

If s/he does not even care to take a step closer, then better look for another path.

You dont have to listen to sad love songs, to watch melancholic movies, you dont have to dig you heart to these things. these will make you sadder. you have to realize that you need the real one and not just a mere reflection of it. and it will come your way.

Give up not because you are tired.

Step back not because you are quitting.

Stop not because you don’t love.

Stop because you love.

Because you love not merely him/her but yourself and the people who love you.

Not everything goes the way we want it no matter how persistent we are.