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          You do not know what I’m feeling, not exactly. Please don’t tell me to stop. I have to cry this out. I’m starting to think that I don’t deserve every good thing that is given to me. I am so depressed but I just can’t let it show in front of the people so I just cry alone and send sad messages which I think would reflect how I feel.

          Consequently, people will accuse me emo. I don’t care, but please don’t think that I do those stupid things for the sake of being emo. I just want to let this out to feel free the next days. This is my way, not your way? Go on! Don’t look back on me and trash talk.

         I am just not okay. Not at all. Not even a little..

         I express my sadness through positive tone, but try to look at me in the eyes and you’ll see the tears before saying that this is just another drama.

        I need some air.