I am scared. I crumble with the thought that you enjoy playing games. I am tired of games. My mind, body and soul are too weak to jump into lies of happiness. But what if I am the game you don't want to play? Will I be happy? What if's and maybe's. Again, I'll never know until I try. If not, I lose. If yes, I may be happy.
I am torn. Now, the option I want to take and the choice I want to make is to either be safe or good. Good when we get together. Safe when before you even hurt me, I have escaped.
You can play with me though. You can play with me with rules. Our rules not just yours. In that way, we both win. You decide. I'll wait until it's time to play.
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