I am glad that I feel this way again, but oh, not so glad. It's been a while that I seem so numb and dumb about what to do. I just stay home - internet, movies and sleep. I do tutorials but though I do good at it, I just can't seem to get the right resources. I need an internet connection and until now, I have not yet subscribe to any. Also, it's somewhat an "easy money" for me. 7pm-12mn of work during weekdays and 8am-11am and 7pm - 12mn during weekends? It's not bad at all. But come to think of it, I need more. Not that I am greedy or maybe yes, but I need an income that doe not depend on how many students I acquired. What if there's no students? No income? OH NO! Glad I have some lucky days and I can earn 750php a day. What if lucky days won't come back? How is my future?
I am so confused. I need stable income. Preferably from a job where I can go to school and study what I like. I am 21 turning 22. My plans just got fallen into pieces. Car, house, master's degree, travel, my brother's education et cetera. Can I get this all before 30? Maybe yes. But there's some more, I want a family, too. I don't want to grow old alone. Okay, I will stop now. Questions are just falling in line now and knocking on my mind. good night.
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